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This is a continuation to Day 124 Positive and Negative Character (Part 1): Charaters I like and Characters I hate
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that it’s not about switching characters and deleting only the characters I hate and don’t prefer and keep the ones I like, prefer, cherish and love, but about stopping ALL characters because all characters are a separation from self here and as long as I exist as various characters, I am not here as a physical living being working with the physical fact and is-ness but still occupied in illusionary worlds that only the respective characters can see and access, though lack the ability to see the actual real world as the physical that is here amongst all the multiple bubble realities of each single character.
And in that, I commit myself to assist and support myself with and through self-forgiveness, writing and self-corrective application to find and delete/stop ALL characters, both the ones I like, prefer, love, cherish and want to experience, as well as the ones I hate, to through that ‘find’ my ‘way’ ‘back’ into the physical to live as a physical being working with the fact and is-ness of the physical existence as things are as they are and not ‘made’ ‘more’ or ‘less’ through the eyes and interpretation of characters.
I commit myself to stop loving and preferring certain characters over others and in that relationship of like and dislike towards each single character, fear to give up the ones I like, prefer and love, but to see, realize and understand that ALL characters, be it the ones I like or the ones I dislike, are BOTH the same illusionary creation just with different content making up the respective characters.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that the characters I like, love, cherish, want, refuse and fear to give up are characters that represent attributes, points and characteristics that I am not fulfilling within myself through giving these to myself but only pursue such fulfillment of myself through creating an EXPERIENCE of those points, attributes and characteristics I desire through the respective characters that represent that point, attribute and characteristic I accept me as separate from. And I commit myself to through self-forgiveness, writing and self-corrective application find what it is that I am not giving to and accepting as myself but only seek the EXPERIENCE of it through living as certain characters, and to in that stop the self-separation from that point, characteristic and attribute I seek to have through an external point/thing but assist and support me through breath, self-forgiveness, writing and self-corrective application to stand equal to, one with and accept myself as that point, characteristic and attribute, give ‘it’ to myself DIRECTLY, realize that I have separated myself from it and already accepted it as being separate from me and unable to ‘be’ ‘me’, and in that realize myself as and stand equal and one with and as ‘it’.
I commit myself to see, realize, understand and show that the characters I like, prefer, want, love and fear to give up are the ones through which I make myself EXPERIENCE/FEEL myself as being ‘more’, ‘better’ and ‘superior’ to the being I am in the flesh, in the organic matter as the physical body here as-is, because I accept and see myself as just not good enough as I am here as a physical being in the organic matter as the physical body and feel too ashamed and embarrassed of myself and my body as-is here, that I need to disguise me into a character I crated that I see as a ‘better’, ‘superior’, ‘more lovable’, ‘more acceptable’, ‘more fun’ version of ‘Me’.
I commit myself to see, realize, understand and show that the characters I hold onto and prefer as opposed to the ones I hate, are all multiple versions of myself I created to feel better, superior and more then I am here as-is as a physical being in the organic matter as the physical body.
I commit myself to see, realize, understand and show that all characters I hold onto, fear to give up, like, prefer, cherish and love to live as are the ones that I see as better versions of ‘Me’, that I become to feel more secure in this world and society, instead of feeling insecure the entire time because of various backchats telling me that this and that is not right, this and that is flawed in me and my body from which self-judgement and self-definition ensues and I commit myself to in that, assist and support myself through self-forgiveness, writing and self-corrective application to stop diminishing and suppressing myself as the being in the physical body as the physical body itself, through stepping into characters I accept, see and define as ‘better’ and ‘superior’ versions of ‘Me’ because I am apparently not good enough as the original ‘version’ of ‘Me’ as the physical being here in and as the physical body itself according to my backchat and thoughts and to instead assist and support me to live as the ‘original’ ‘version’ of/as ‘Me’ as the being in the physical in and as the physical body itself, realizing, seeing and understanding that there’s nothing ‘wrong’ as in ‘not good enough’ with ‘it’ like my self-judgmental thoughts and backchats tell me.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through self-forgiveness, writing, self-corrective application and breathing to accept and stop judging the ‘original’ ‘version’ of me as ‘me as the physical body’ and to in that self-acceptance as stopping self-judgement and trying to become a ‘more’, ‘better’ and ‘superior’ version of ‘me’, learn what it means to in fact love, accept and care for ‘Self’.
I commit myself to see, realize, understand and show that it’s about physical living here in and as the physical body and that that can’t be achieved as long as there are any characters existent within myself, neither with the ones I like nor with the ones I dislike, because I see, realize and understand that any character is composed of illusions as ideas manifesting in the form of thoughts and backchat from which the character gets it’s instructions for living from, from where it then acts, and thus it does not live and work with the physical fact and is-ness of and as this reality but only operate in it’s own bubble created through and composed of mere IDEAS and make-believe knowledge and information.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that NO character can be trusted, neither the ones I like nor the ones I dislike, because none of the characters existent in me at present time, were created in MY AWARENESS, but self-accepted automatically in a process throughout time and space as my past, copied knowledge and information as opinions of others self-accepted as ‘real’.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that it’s simply about stopping living as a character and stepping out of it and realigning myself to physical living as breath when I find myself participating in it, and not about just stepping into another character that I prefer more.
So, I commit myself to when and as I see and find myself to be participating in a character, to immediately stop and realign myself back to physical living here as breath, living practically in this world, and thus not just step into another character which I prefer to experience more then the one I stepped out of.
I commit myself to see, realize, understand and show that the characters I love, cherish, like and don’t want to give up are the ones through which I can ‘cheer me up’ and uplift me energetically, creating all sorts of positive feel good energy experiences within me to superimpose onto and thus suppress the negative energy experience I have and dislike, to so through the positive feel good energy experiences become again more ‘alive’.
I commit myself to see, realize, understand and show that I use the characters I love, cherish, want and fear to give up as a way to return from the ‘dead’ as the negative energy experiences and become ‘alive’ again as the positive energy experiences.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that only PHYSICAL self-change and betterment is the way through which an easier and better life can be experienced and that all other attempts to create an easier and better life, such as through positive thinking and positive energy experience creation are ILLUSIONS and subject to infinite chatter in the mind talking positive bullshit, suppressing and ignoring all physical negative fact existent in this world and within self, in order to create and maintain the positive energy experience illusion of/as a ‘better’ and ‘easier’ life.
I commit myself to stop creating characters through which I try to achieve the ‘Self’ that I believe that I am ‘supposed’ to be and express as and that my body is ‘supposed’ to be and look like because I see, realize and understand that the ‘Self’ and ‘Body’ I believe I am ‘supposed’ to be and have are self-created IDEAS created through Fear and Desire.
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