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I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize, see and understand that self-forgiveness in itself implies a complete release/letting-go of that which it’s applied to/on and thus within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold-onto the points and patterns still that I apply self-forgiveness on instead of allowing myself to release/let it go completely as I speak/express the very forgiveness statement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that self-forgiveness does not help and that it does not work — instead of realizing that it’s me who is not making my self-forgiveness work by/through not allowing myself to unconditionally release/let-go of that which I apply self-forgiveness on but tend to still hold onto such points/patterns I apply forgiveness on as I judge me for and as the very point and pattern — and the self-forgiveness becomes just mere words.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed and accepted myself to unconditionally release and let-go of that which I apply self-forgiveness on.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to make the very statement as words of/as “I forgive myself” a complete release/letting go of the point/pattern that will follow the statement/words of/as “I forgive myself”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to tend to judge myself for and as the very points and patterns that I exist within and as and within that, tend to hold-onto the point and pattern that I judge within and as me when/as I apply self-forgiveness and in that invalidating the effectiveness of self-forgiveness because I am not allowing myself to completely release and let-go of that which I apply the forgiveness on/for.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to unconditionally let-go and release that point/pattern within and as me that I face within and through apply self-forgiveness on/for.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to apply my self-forgiveness within the starting-point and commitment to release myself from and let-go of that point/pattern that consumes me and is not in the best interest of me as all as one as equal as life when/as I apply my self-forgiveness, instead of ‘holding onto’ that point/pattern within/as me through judging it and me for existing within/as it — in that very self-judgement trapping myself and not allowing myself to UNCONDITIONALLY change myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the actual UNCONDITIONALITY of self-forgiveness as an expression of me where I allow myself to UNCONDITIONALLY let-go of and release myself from the points/patterns that consume me and are not in the best interest of myself as all as one as equal as life — and in that an expression of myself where I simply allow myself to UNCONDITIONALLY change myself for real — instead of making myself believe that I cannot forgive me for it and release me from it and just simply unconditionally let go of it as in ‘Forgive and Forget’ because I hold a specific judgement about it that it’s so bad that I must exist and remain within the ‘pain’ and ‘suffering’ it causes within me, so I may suffer/pay for what I have done in my past and be reminded of how bad/evil I am through the burden of that point/pattern that consumes me that I am not allowing myself to unconditionally release from me as me and let-go of and allow me to unconditionally stop/change within/as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sentence myself to life-long pain and suffering and inability to change myself by/through holding onto the points/patterns I have become and done in my past and not allowing myself to unconditionally release me from it and let-it go within/as me and allow me to SIMPLY UNCONDITIOANLLY change it through self-forgiveness, because I judge it and me for having done and become it — not seeing/realizing that I can never ever change myself within such a tendency of ‘holding onto’ such points/patterns instead of simply unconditionally releasing them from me and letting them go through my self-forgiveness and in that allow me to change me.

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• Desteni

• Desteni Forum

• Desteni I Process

• Equal Money System (The Equal Money System (EMS) is a research and development Project to formulate and investigate responses to general policies that affect the day to day life on Earth as to lifestyle for human, animal and plant. This project is managed and directed under the auspices of the Equal Life Foundation, a Non-Profit Organization, constituted under South African Law, duly audited as per legal requirements.)